MY THOUGHTS

cheleti boro kosto pai, ma baba sobai bole osudh khawar kotha, doctor dekhabar kotha------ kintu cheleta sone na.je meyeta dwitiyo barer jonno tar mone khoniker unki die chole gechilo------ seo bole osudh khete, kintu se karo kotha sone na. dudin bade badei tar peter bamo, college kamai, peter bhetorer jontro gulo majhe modhei janan dei tader okhomotar kotha. tobu se karo kotha sone na, kono badha mane na. take keu osudh khete bolleo se rege jai------- karon 'tar' jaiga se kaok dite raji noi. keu barbar bolle tak jiggesh kore----- " amak bhalobaso"? tara matha namie chole jai. bondhutto r bhalobasar sukho simarekhata keu otikrom korte chai na, sobai sekhane nijer chintai mogno, dikbrosto pothiker hat dhorte sobai sontrosto. cheleta apon mone gan gai, akasher tarar dike cheye tar kotha bhabe. sei sundor grishmer dupure school kamai kore gawa ganer sei line gulo mone kore------ " takhon k bole go sei probhate nei aami?/ sokol khelai korbo khela ei ami......" c...

posso pranir proti amar konokalei khub utshaho chilo na. onekei kukur pose, keu pakhi, keu khorgosh ba onno kichu. ami poshu pakhi k bone ba khola akashe dekhtei bhalobasi. tai amar barite kono kalei kono posso pranir probesh ghoteni. tobe amar baba kukur bhalobasen, rastar kukur der khabar o khawan. somosto elekar moto amader parateo kichu kukur ache. tara rater rokhok. gobhir ghume jakhon sobai dube thake, takhon tara majhe modhei dak dei. kakhono amader fele dewa uchister modhe anonder gondho khuje nei. eder karoke dekhei tomar mone kono bises onubhuti hobe na, era sobai sadharon. tobe ishwar e biswas haraleo eta bujhechi j tini poshu keo majhe modhe osadharon hobar upai kore den. amader parai ekoda erom ek kukurer obirbhab holo. dekhte oti kutsit. roga, gaye gha, khub durbol. dekhe mone hoto ishwar jeno oti ghrinar songe eke baniechen. amar dekhe maya hoto.......khete ditam majhe modhe........amar babar khub priyo hoye uthlo.baba raj khete dito, ador korto, r sei bhabe kukurtao ama...